03.07.10
Last night, i was able to go out and i had fun with two guys. yay! First, i went to meet my new boyfie. we made it official last 02.24.10 but given that, we still have a long way to go because we're still in the getting-to-know-you stage. he's been really nice and quiet when were together. i am the madaldal one. haha! the sweetest thing about him is that even if i am so effin noisy, even if other people can already hear what i am talking about, he just tells me, "oh, hinaan mo lang boses mo. andami na nakakarinig oh." and then he laughs real cute that i end up laughing to. and oh he made libre with siomai because i constantly bug him to buy me one. LOL. ok naman siya. so far, i enjoy his company even if he's all so quiet. But he said he likes my being talkative. hah! Now, after we ate siomai, we parted ways because i still need to meet this other cutie. haha. of course i did not told him that. soo, i LIED. i just told him that i need to go home nah. i know, im a bitch but heck, i'm too young to be in a real serious relationship and i still have to get to know them, so it's more like hanging out with them first and then if they really stay in my life long enough that i have to choose between them, then saka na lang ako mag di-decide kung sino ba talaga. :]
So, moving on.. after nakasakay yung boyfie ko pauwi, i went to meet this other cutie. we call each other "boss". cute noh? hehe. now, here's the thing.. he's the complete opposite of my boyfie [i think]. he's a party boy or at least that's what i perceived him to be. he's what you call as the "bad guy". he's up all night. inuman-doon-inuman-dito ang show niya. haha! he smokes but did i mention that he's real CUTE? haha. last night, which was btw our first meeting, i never had a dull moment with him. he always cracks jokes in a cute way. haha! you can perceive him as someone who is the life of the party. but yun nga, allergic na ako sa mga bad boys. i've been fooled many times before with this type sooo, i should have learned by now, right? but he's just too cute to resist. nyahaha. i have this thing pa naman called i-always-fall-for-the-bad-guy syndrome. yay! ay, just to be clear.. di ko boyfie si "boss". kahapon nga lang kami nag meet.
oh well, i guess i just have to let things flow muna. wag ko na lang masyadong dibdibin. ayoko ring mag expect dahil baka sa huli ako na naman ang iiyak. [andrama ko! ewww.]
kayo? HOW'S YOUR LOVE LIFE? =]
when i was young, i believed in fairytales, prince charming on his white steed, ball gowns and glass slippers, Neverland and pixy dust... I lived with these fantasies as i grew up in a world contrasting to these so-called grandmother's tales... hearts could be broken, no love at first sights, no ball gowns but an old pair of jeans, no glass slippers but a vintage pair of chucks, no grand palaces but a warm, cozy home... and no happily-ever-afters. i got used to it. then again a part of me still believes in the magic of fairytales for they somehow take me to a place where dreams come true. i realize that in order to take these dreams to reality, i have to live, explore and accept reality itself. grow up. be free. I'M PETER PAN NO MORE.